Well, it's been a rather difficult day. My level II student has finished her three month rotation and here I am left to get MYSELF organized! It's always a bittersweet event when three months have concluded. Yes, I get to go back to life on my terms and not have to worry about anyone but my clients and myself--but every now and again I get to connect with some really amazing people who impact me on a zillion levels. I have come to enjoy the process that is fieldwork. The first week these students come to me full of book knowledge and anxious about "passing". Then the process begins when I start making them interact with clients...staff...me (this can be difficult on some days!). Sometimes I have to work to completely change the way they think about the population or the way "occupational therapy works". They have to apply the knowledge they have to a real life client...scary! There is usually a realization that they have their own skills to work on and their own junk to wade through. I love the process...it's so fun to watch them blossom into therapists and if their willing into amazing people.
Most of them look at me all crazy like when I tell them at the beginning they may have to deal with their own junk...some don't believe me...that's ok. It's a process. My favorite students are those who are courageous enough to start their own journey and who use it as a way of connecting with people. I remember when I started my own journey...the wonderful people who encouraged and cheered me on...what a blessing to know that even now the process continues. Growth in all areas of one's life can be difficult...painful even....but it's a process! Enjoy it!
~R
Rachel, welcome to the blogging community. You are so right about having to get through one's personal "junk" before being able to see clearly that we all have junk, not just those people with whom we are working. Junk is OK; it gives us an opportunity to look at who we are and where we have come from...and most importantly, where we are going! I bet you are an amazing fieldwork supervisor! Again, great to have you on board.
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